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Not Mourning

by High October

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1.
Promises Mean Nothing He loses himself deep in her eyes The rays of the sun over harbours and trees Down on the path our feelings revealed Just take my hand, don’t let go She occupies all the space in his mind He seeks and deserves all that happens to him But all of this meant something And he, won’t forget her The love that they shared locked deep in his mind But everything good comes to an end Feeling so broken it should be a crime He’ll never see that light again Life is funny and will lead us astray When everything’s gone what will he have to say Promises, mean nothing And the pain won’t surrender
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Orca 03:46
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I Hate You, Don’t Leave Me Is it the truth that No matter how hard you slide You’ll always be drifting And confused around me You’ll always want to thrive And then you’ll die And I don’t know what’s safe for me I’ll travel from that place And I’ll know you’re waiting for me Drown, I drown I’m still struggling and shaking That gleam in your eyes Is fading Drown, I drown I’m still struggling and shaking That gleam in your eyes Is gone Is it a set back To know that every day I’m focusing on you And I crawl Through each and every day You’re not here Is it a set back To know I hurt myself today And I plan to Keep doing it for All eternity, All of my life And I will never fight, and I will always be And I'm not always scared, but I will always need And I will always fight, and I will never be And I am always scared, but I won't always see And I will never fight, and I will never leave With all these things around me, I swear I'll never scream And I will never fight, and I will never leave As long as you're around me, I swear I'll never leave I swear I'll never leave I swear I'll never go out to the world that I never knew before
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Black Smith 01:34
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Not Mourning 08:30
Not Mourning Looking inwards Would it always be so dark? I am the universe The Big Bang as my Mark And a scattered mind Only concentrates on you Feel the pulse The universe wants out And what a horrible day it’s been Left here all alone I just want to have time to live Don’t let the night consume me And at no point Did I ever hear you say That we were broken And things would always be this way And my freedom Slips from me each day And I know it But I can’t make it stay And I live for The memories that we make And I loved you The water’s poisoned but we drank And what a horrible day it’s been Left here all alone I just want to have time to live Don’t let the night consume me I’m fighting And I’m unable to breath And I’m squirming but I can’t see And I’m screaming The monster in me freed And I’m laughing The end will come soon The end will consume Consume you

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High October - Not Mourning

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released May 1, 2020

All songs written by Julian Hanson excluding "Orca" by Wintersleep.
All songs performed by Julian Hanson
Album/Page artwork by Simon Kulla
Tracked, mixed and mastered by Katie Wayne at The Fine House.
A Zeerox Rekords release 2020

ZRX - 6

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High October Halifax, Nova Scotia

Dark folk from the east coast of Canada.

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